Power or Love (Part 7)

“Yuume!” Rika shouted out loud while looking everywhere.

“Rika, I’m over here.” Yuume called Rika with a very weak voice.

“Are you alright, Yuume? You should not use your power to protected Renzo. Now your body becomes so weak and… oh my god why your hand so cold?” Rika suddenly become very nervous.

“Rika, my body felt so heavy and cold. Rika, I want to tell you that I’m not regret for using all of my power to saves Renzo. Maybe he will think I betrayed him but I don’t mind because this is the only way to protect his life. I’m sorry Rika. I have to leaves you alone from now on.” said Yuume

“Yuume, don’t said such things. You won’t leave me alone. Maidens soul will leave at the holy place where they stayed until the next maiden die.” said Rika “Maiden which does not chosen any sprits to take over their places before they die will never stays at the holy place. Rika do you think that I’m a looser? I lose the main maiden places to Soul and now I lose my life to saves Renzo. But I think I’m choosing a right choice. He was the one who save me when my power suddenly turns me into a child. I never ever think that he will fall for me twice. ”

“No, you are not a looser. I’m proud of you, Yuume. But why you didn’t tell Renzo that you are the Omiku that he falls for at first.” Rika said those words while her tears keep on flowing out from her eyes.

“Because she is an idiot.” said Soul while walking forward to Yuume.

“Soul-sama, why are you here?” Rika asked with a curious face.

“Yuume, do you really think I did not felt your hidden power protecting Renzo and added extra seal to make sure I could not break it?” said Soul to Yuume with a sad face.

“I know you will felt it. But I never thought of you coming here. Soul, thanks for didn’t destroy the necklace.” said Yuume

“You know this will happen but you still do it. I really could not believes that you are once a great sprit maiden that had a cruel heart. You very care about your status and power but you given up your main maiden place to me just because of a guy although you can defeat me easily.” Soul said with a very disappointed face and turned away.

“This was what human says love. If you give me a chance to choose again between power and love, I will still choose love. I never regretted. Rika, promise me never tell Renzo that I am Omiku…” said Yuume

After Yuume said those words to Rika and Soul, her body started fading. Seconds later her body disappeared in front of Rika’s eyes.

“YUUME!!!!”

Power or Love (Part 6)

That night, Renzo keep staring at the clock. Tick, tock, tick, tock, time passes. The name Eve said out when she half asleep has remind Renzo of someone. A girl that once he felt in love with but that was only one side love. That girl’s name was Omiku. He saved her from a thunder storm night. Omi fainted at the street. No one cares about here. Renzo felt Omi was pity so he bought her home. Omi did not speak or talk a lot. Every day she just smiles at Renzo. That time Renzo was not a great and powerful wizard yet. Renzo treat Omi like a princess although he did not know her well. Day by day passes, the feeling Renzo has to Omi has become deeper and deeper. One day Renzo has decided to confess his love to Omi. But at the same day he found out that Omi has left. She left without a word. Renzo used work to cover up his sad feeling and soon he found someone he loves again.

“Renzo, why do you look so sad?” said Eve

“I’m not sad at all. I’m just tired.” said Renzo “Let me bring you to a place that can bring away your tiredness.”

“Eve is already so late. Why not we go tomorrow?” said Renzo

“Trust me, that place will be fabulous when it comes to at night.” said Eve with a great smile on her face.

Eve and Renzo silently sneak out from the house. Eve bought Renzo to her favorite place, a big fountain that hidden in the jungle. At that moment, Renzo was sure this place was definitely the Holy Jungle. This fountain belongs to the Water spirit maiden, Yuume. She was the person that Renzo fall in love with after Omi left for 10 years. Renzo was very serious with this relationship but this relationship end up very bad. Renzo hate to believe it but Yuume betrayed him. He wanted to destroy the fountain but he changed his mind when he saw Eve. Eve looks so happy. She seems like an angel falling from the sky. That night sure is a wonderful night. Renzo enjoyed himself at the fountain too.

“Omikuya Yuume… is this fate?” Karin whispered with a very sorrowful voice while looking at the sky.

“Eve, let’s go back. If not you will got cold.” said Renzo “Ok.”

Farewell (II)

Dear Joe,

All I want is a guy that can love me. I can love him more than he loves me. Is that too much? You always tell me that you love me but I didn’t know from when or where your eyes started moving away from me. Whenever I looked into your eyes, I felt like I’m far away from you. It’s like I will never catch up to you. The day we met was a rainy day. The day you confessed to me was also a rainy day. Under the rainbow, I looked into your eyes. All I can see at that moment was our future. I told myself, you are the one that I’m searching for. But everything started to change. Now I can’t see anything through your eyes anymore.

Now I can really see through your eyes is Sam. Sam this, Sam that. Everything you talked to me was all about Sam. You do not care anything that happens to me. I felt that my neighbor cares me more than you care me. Are you even my boyfriend?

Last week, I got robed when I’m on the way back home. I was so scared. My whole body was shaking. I even cried out in the police station. I kept on calling you but no matter how many times I called, you will never answer my calls. You know how nervous and misery I am. At that moment, I really needed you by my side. But where are you?

In this country, you knew I do not have any family here. Do you remember what you promised my parents when you wanted me to stays with you? You said you will take care of me and never leaves me alone. Although you said so but you could not do what you promised. Staying by your side I felt very lonely and unsecure. Every night you left me alone in the apartment and hang out with your friends until midnight. When you have holidays, I thought that I finally have some times to spend with you but you choose to go back visit your family. Visiting your family was nothing wrong, but you refuse to take me with you. At first, I thought it was normal because you are not ready to introduce me to your parents, although we have living together for two years. What that really makes me sad was the one you bought back to visit your parents was Sam. At the time I knew this, I felt that my heart was bleeding. It was like a knife stabbed into my heart. So painful. I hate this feeling.

I don’t care anymore. Joe, I wanted to break up with you. At the time you received this letter, I had left this country. All I wanted to tell you from this letter was not only how I felt but also to advise you. Joe, you are very selfish. This personality will cause you to lose everything that important to you. From the beginning, you never love me. You confessed to me just because of your own dignity. You didn’t want to lose to Adam. You lost a lot of things to Adam so you wanted to take away me that was important to him. You didn’t want me to stay with my parents at Japan because Adam was there. You didn’t love me. You just use me to take revenge on Adam. Congrats you have won but you also lose the most important things to you, Sam.

I believe that Sam is the one you truly love until now. You gave up her just because of your stupid revenge. Even so you gave up her but you keep on destroying her life. You always think things that belong to you will always be yours. You didn’t want anyone to have her so you keep on ruin her date and step down her boyfriend. Everything you done must have made you felt happy. But have you ever think of how will Sam felt? You are the one who gave her hope but you are also the one who make her hope become a nightmare. Think about what I said to you properly. Change before is too late. Take the change that in front of you. Never ever take love as a revenge object. Good bye.

Fin

Farewell

Dear, Lee

Thanks for everything you did for me. When you received this letter I will be at a place that far away from here. I was very happy to have you with me these 3 months. The time we spent together was the most wonderful time I ever have. Before I met you I never know what love is to me. Love was just like a stranger to me. My parents had divorce when I was 3 years old. They never love me. All they care about is money until today. My mom hates me the most. She always regretted she gave birth on me. I was not in their plan. I was just a misfortune accident to them. My mom felt I dragged her away from her business. I never had parents’ loves from the day I was born. I thought I never get any love from anyone until I met Helena. She was my childhood friend and also my best friend. That’s what I thought until realize she was just using me. I’m just an object to her. Her parents thought if they make me happy then my parents will be happy and sign contract with them. But they never ever think that my parents don’t even love me. At the end, my parents didn’t sign any contract with them so Helena stayed herself away from me. It seemed like I have disease. At that moment, I tell myself never shows anyone my feeling again. Lonely will be my best friend.

Finally I’m in high school already. I was known as an ice queen. I was arrogant to everyone. But there were one person who didn’t think I’m an ice queen. Yoh. He confessed to me. He said he loved the way I am. He doesn’t mind he will be the one that loves me more than I love him. I thought I could really taste true love from him. Every day he goes to my house and cycle me to school and back from school. When it came to weekends he will date me for dinner or visit some heritage. The time I spent with him was fun and I started feeling some love from him. Wonderful time always passed very fast. After a month I’m going out with him, I felt that he started showing me cold back. Sometimes he will treat me extremely nice and gentle and sometimes he will ignored and left me alone. I really don’t know what he wants from me. One day I have found out the reason. Sometimes he treat me extremely nice and gentle because he felt sorry and sometimes he will ignored and left me alone because he didn’t see her, Sam. She was my partner in class. She always said that I’m her best friend and she betrayed me so as my boyfriend. Sam was just like Helena. She was just using me to get close to Yoh. Why am I always an object to everyone? I can felt a sword stabbed into my heart. I swear I never trust anyone any more from that day.

After I graduated from high school, I applied a university scholarship from Australia. I was lucky; I was chosen to go Australia for further studies. During the time I’m in Australia I make use of my experience, used by people to obtain their target. I became a wolf in sheep clothing. I used people to obtain my targets. I never believed anyone. I don’t want to be the one that used by people. I want to be the winner not loser. I lived in my own world.

I always asked myself why I let you walked in my world. Why you treated me like a gem? Why I can’t push you away. From the day we met, I know something going to change. You are so rich and clever. Why did you choose a new bird lawyer that without any experience to be your lawyer? Don’t tell me loves in first sight. I don’t believe that. During the time I work with you, I always made so many mistake and you still let me stay. Whenever I faced a big problem you will stand out and help me. I could felt some love from you but I scared you will same like Yoh. Then during our business trip in Paris you told me you fallen in love with me since the day I when interview in your office. At that moment, I was totally stunned. I don’t know whether I should believe you or not. So I asked you stay in Paris for three months with me. I want to know you love your work more like my parents or you love me more than your work. Then you proved to me that I’m more important than your work during the three month. I felt the loves you given to me. I was so happy but then I don’t want to lose. You are older than me for 30 years old. I don’t want to be the one who left behind by you when you pass away. Maybe you will think my thinking was stupid. How can I know you are the one who die before me? Maybe I will die before you. But I don’t want to take the risk. I will choose to leave you before is too late. I know you will think I’m selfish but I don’t mind. I scared to be left alone and betrayed. I rather believe myself and live alone. Good bye.

FIN