you are the one p1

Everyone is very kind to me. They always help me and shows a helping hand to me whenever I need them. My world has been very dark since the day I was born. My parents think I’m their burden so they left me to my grandma who has been living in a small village. All the villagers are very kind hearted. They always take care of me whenever my grandma was busy. Everyone in the village calls me Miss Fu or Fu Err although my parents named me Fu Tang. In Chinese it means burden. I have been living with my grandma and grandpa so far until they passed away.

All the villagers know my parents will never come back for me or my both grandparents. They gave me a piece of paper which written an address by my grandma. They told me that address is belongs to my uncle which never come back the village ever since he ran away from home. If I wanted to go find him Wen Han will bring me to him. If I don’t want to, they will take care of me. I didn’t want to trouble them so I decided to go find my uncle, Jian Ken.

Wen Han is Mr. Ho’s elder son. He has been working In US. He is a good and kind big brother to me. He will come back to the village with his wife once in awhile to visit Mr. Ho and the villagers. He also has a daughter who very kind hearted as her father. She was 15 years old, younger than me 5 years. Whenever she comes back she will buy me a pretty dress. She always tells me that I’m beautiful. If I’m out from this village sure there will be a lot of guy chase after me. She wasn’t the only one tells me that. My grandma and grandpa once told me the same things too.

After my grandparents passed away, the villagers help me to pack my things up and clean the house for me. They told me I’m welcome to come back whenever I want to before I left the village. Wen Han sent me to the airport to meet up his wife and daughter. He can’t bring me to my uncle because his company just called. So he gives the responsibility to his wife and daughter. We took a flight to Singapore to search for Uncle Jian.

After a few hours, we finally arrived to Singapore. We took a taxi to a nearby hotel to check in. Rin, Wen Han’s daughter bring me to sit a side while she and Jess, her mom go check in. While I was sitting alone at there, suddenly I felt someone touching my lap. “Is that you, Rin?” nobody answers me. That person must be a molester. I pushed away that person’s hand and stand up. I kicked someone’s leg and I fall. I felt the same hand which touched me was holding my hand and another hand were grabbing my breast so I screamed.

Another person hand grabbed my hand and pulled me to his direction. “Mister, please watch out what you are doing to this miss.” said an unknown guy. “Are you alright?” I was stunned for few seconds. Then I heard Jess’s voices. “Fu Err, are you alright? What did this man did to you?” Jess suspected the man who saves me was the one who molest me. I explain to her the guy who molests me wasn’t this guy. I can feel the differences between their hand sizes, although I can’t see.

That guy who saved me was that hotel supervisor. He apologizes to me that such things happened to me in this hotel. He wanted to give me his name card but I can’t reach it. Rin helped me to take it and explain to that guy that I’m blind. Rin told me that guy name is Knight. After she told me his name, Rin and I can’t stop laughing. Jess scolded us for no manners. So we apologize to Knight for our rudeness. I can hear he is laughing too. That night Rin told me that Knight is a very cute and handsome guy and also strong. The first two things Rin descript I didn’t know is it true or not but I admit that Knight is truly a strong guy.

only you

What is love? Sometimes it feels so sweet but sometimes it feels so painful too. Why loving someone you love is so hard? Why love can’t be easy and sweet in the same time? Why is it has to be hard and painful? Love is just happiness that everyone wishes to have it. But for somebody, happiness is very hard to get it just like me. If I haven’t let go the relationship between me and my boyfriend, I think I will never have any happiness in my future.

3 years ago….

My name is Izumi Kyoto. I have a boyfriend that very love me and he is the most popular guy in the school. His name is Ryou Sakuma. He is a year older than me. He is smart, handsome, cute and popular guy. He is a prince of every girl in school. Although I’m not that smart, beautiful, pretty, and cute but he still love me and stay by my side. I feel so lucky because a girl like me confessed to a most popular guy in the school and didn’t get rejected. ^^

Everyday he will walk me home no matter how busy he is. I really wish this relationship will last forever but this happy relationship will not last long. Our relationship starts changing when a girl name Ayasa Nomiya transfer to our school. The relationship between Ayasa and Ryou were so close. I think it is because they are childhood friend and they know each other for almost 10 years. She always tells me things about Ryou in class while teacher is not teaching. The more she told me about Ryou, the more I feel that I’m a girlfriend that doesn’t know anything about her boyfriend. I know nothing about Ryou. I also don’t know that Ryou hates shopping but he still accompany me to shopping. I feel so down while Ayasa was telling me things about Ryou. It is like almost everything I like to do is the things that Ryou don’t like at all.

From that day onwards, I start to change myself to fit Ryou. I do everything that Ryou likes and give up what I like because they are the things that Ryou don’t like. Ryou seems to be happy and cheerful than before. The truth is I’m not the only one who being changing all the time. Ryou’s heart is starting to change too. He starts to avoid me, telling me that he was busy when I ask him out. He tells me that he has no time to walk me home and also go for dating. I feel the distance between us have become further and further, day by day. I can’t catch up with him. He seems like a bird that flies on the sky. It’s so high, I feel that I will never ever reach the place he is.

A few weeks later, a girl name Iris has transfer to my class. She looks so pretty and friendly. She even comes to talk with me. At first, I felt that she is a weird person because she came to me and ask me to let go. But then she told me that she was a friend of Ryou and Ayasa. She told me that things that been happening 2 years ago between Ryou and Ayasa.

Two years ago, Ryou and Ayasa were in a very deep relationship. They forced to break up when Ayasa had to go to England study. During those years both of them keep thinking of each other. They still love each other although they were in the different places. The only reason Ryou accept me to be his girlfriend is because of I look like Ayasa. I’m just a substitute.

I don’t believe that so I ran to find Ryou. I need him to tell me the truth. On the way, I met Joe in front of the library. He asked me why I didn’t attend his birthday party. He tells me that Ryou told him that I’m not free on that day. He also tells me that Ryou bring a girl name Ayasa to his birthday party and they seem to be very close. He asked me to be careful and don’t let others woman take Ryou away. While he was talking with me, my tears keep flowing out. I continue ran to find Ryou and at the end I found him. I found that my boyfriend was kissing another woman in front of me. I don’t dare to walk out and argue with them. At that moment, I realize that no matter how hard I try to change the relationship is still the same. From the beginning, his heart is never being with me. My tears keep flowing out while I thinking the time I spent with Ryou. I try to forget what I heard and what I saw but I can’t. When I think about it my heart feels so pain.

At last I choose to let go this relationship. It’s no use to forget it because this is the truth and it had already happen. That night, I asked Ryou out. I tell him that I want to break up with him. I want to let this relationship go.

Ryou: Why? What’s makes you want to break up?

Izumi: I feel very tired. I try so hard to change our relationship become happy and better but in the end I failed. The only things I got are painful memories. I saw you and Ayasa kissing in front of the school’s gate.

Ryou: I…

Izumi: You are like a bird that likes to fly on the sky. Although the bird staying with me all the time but its heart is never be with me. I never have a place in your heart. In your heart just has Ayasa. No matter how hard I try but I still can’t reach deep inside your heart. It’s better for me to let go before it is too late.

Ryou: Izumi…

Izumi: Thanks for giving me a sweet memories when I’m with you. Although we end up being like this but I’m not regret that I had confessed to you.

Ryou: No!

Izumi: Ryou…please I’m not her substitute. :’(

Ryou: You never have been her substitute in my heart! The one I truly love is you, Izumi.

Izumi: But you changed. You kissed her. You seem like happier when I changed. You took her to Joe’s birthday party.

Ryou: I’m happier when you change because I thought you finally learns not to waste money on shopping. I changed because I’m mad at you go out with Adam without telling me. I don’t like it but you seem like don’t know anything and that’s makes me even mad. The reason I took Ayasa to the party and not you because there were too much wolves in that party. You know you just like and innocent sheep that don’t even know how scary all wolves are. You are the sheep that belongs only to me. I rather Ayasa got eaten than you. Don’t always listen to what others said to you. You always listen to what Ayasa said without asking me is it true. Ayasa is just using you. She wanted you to lost faith on me and breaks up with me so she can be with me again. She confessed to me 1 week ago but I refused her and she forced a kiss on me said it was farewell kiss. The one I truly love is you. Note that in my Izumi.

Izumi: Ayasa is much better than me why you chosen me. You love her so much before she left to England. And you even refuse to neither take me home nor go to date.

Ryou: Ayasa and I are already past tense. I have chosen you because you are cute, kind, and innocent. I feel like I must protect you from those wolves. Sometimes I will get jealous when you are kind to others. The reason I refuse to go date and send you home because I need to attend extra classes. My results have dropped a lot since I always pay attention in you not my studies.

Izumi: Why didn’t you tell me earlier? You makes me mistaken so many things. >.<

Ryou: Why didn’t you ask me? Please have some faith in me. Izumi, I love you.

Izumi: Can I take back the break up words?

Ryou: From today onwards I will tied you up so you won’t have any chance to think nonsense. No break up words can come out from your mouth again. *kiss

Izumi: I love you too.

special gift part 9 (end)

From that day onwards, Angel start practices again her swimming. Soon after her graduated she engaged to Cal and went to America to train her swimming skill. While Angel training at America, Cal has take over his father’s company. As a result, he has make his father’s company become the world most famous toys company. His company have branch all over the world. At the same time, Angel has become a professional swimmer in America. Both of them soon have married after everything has settled.

One day, Angel returns to the hospital that she had stay before when the incident happen at her house. She planned to donate some money to the hospital. On her way to the Chief of the hospital room, she felt that someone was staring at her. She turned to the back and found that the one who staring at her was a woman. That woman walks towards to her and asks whether she is Riya or not. Angel looked at that woman strangely and asks her how she knew her name. Suddenly that woman cries out and says “Thanks you so much” to Angel. She told Angel that the necklace that Angel is wearing was a lucky charm to her son. Her son told her that he had met a girl name Riya and both of them are good friend. Riya always looked so sad so he gave his lucky charm to her.

Angel: Aunt, can I ask what your son name is?

Aunt: His name is Yuiki Jiya.

Angel: Where is Yuiki now?

Aunt: He had passed away after he gave you his precious lucky charm. When his death all he wishes is Riya will have a new life and makes a lot of good friend and never think back her pass. He wanted me to told you this when I have a chance to meet you.

Angel: Thanks, Yuiki. The lucky charm you gave me is a very special gift to me in my whole life. It really is a lucky charm. It helps me to find a true love and many good friends. Furthermore it gave me the courage to face the pass. I will never look back to my pass anymore. I swear.

Aunt: I’m glad my son had helped you so much before his passed away.

Angel: Thanks aunt.

All of you sure wonder how about Shi Err and Rex, right? Nobody have ever thought that Rex is actually a millionaire's son. After they have graduate they straight go to marry. Soon Shi Err also got pregnant and give birth to a baby boy. They live happily ever after.

The End***

special gift part 8

After that they went back to Shun Ming’s house again. Shun Ming told Angel that he was so sorry that he can’t remember the relationship between them. He told Angel he would like to shows Angel a beautiful thing that he prepared for Juliet. He brings her to a beautiful house garden and let her see the gift he going to give Juliet. Suddenly, Angel scream and everybody run to her direction. Angel looks so scared and jeep on mumbling ‘mother, mother don’t left me alone, mother!!!’ then she faint. When she wakes up she looks so scared and keeps on saying help. Cal moves forward and hugs her.

Cal: Is alright now. Nobody will hurt you anymore.

Angel: Mother, mother, mother don’t left me alone…

Cal: Riya!!! (Slap)

Angel: …

Rince: What do you think you are doing Cal?

Cal: Wake up, Riya. Your mother won’t want to see you like this. If she saw you become like this, she will be very sad. She saved you last time is because she want you to lives happily and have a new life. You want her to regret saving you. Tell me!!!

Angel: No… (Crying)

Cal: Then you must not look like this. You must stand up and face the problem. You can’t hide your problem forever. Your mother likes to see you swim right? Then why you keep your own self far away from the swimming pool. You are a very talented swimmer don’t gives up.

Angel: I’m sorry mother….

special gift part 7

The next day, I receive a phone call from Juliet, she keep on calling me to go help Shun Ming. After receive that call I rushed to Shun Ming’s house. The reason Juliet calls me for help is because Cal was going to kill Shun Ming. When I saw Cal in front of me, my heart feel so uncomfortable. I thought that I’m going to cry but the truth is my tear is already flowing out.

I can’t control myself to run to hug him.

Four years ago he left without saying a word. After he left I only start a relationship with Shun Ming. Both of them trick me very nice like a precious diamond. I know them when I join the exchange student program to Singapore. At that time I also make a friend with a very pretty girl name Rince. Cal, Shun Ming, Rince and I are best friend. We study together, eat together, hang out together and others but didn’t bath together only. I still remember the things Rince told me before she left. She told me that Shun Ming is not the only guy who loves me. There is a guy who love me and always stay beside me but he don’t dare to tell me because of he scared I will reject him. I accept Shun Ming confessed after Cal left Singapore. At that time, I really don’t know what to do because my two closest friends have left me. At the same time Shun Ming confessed to me and I don’t want to lose the last friend that’s why I accept him.

Cal: Angel…

Angel: I miss you so much. Why 4 years ago you left without a word. You make me very worried about you. (Crying)

Cal: Sorry, I make you worried.

Shun Ming: Juliet, are they couple?

Juliet: Erm…

Cal: How dare you say such things? You promise me that you will take care of her and trick her like a princess. Now you are with Juliet. (Punch)

Shun Ming: what are you talking about? My girlfriend is Juliet and I just met her. How can she be my girlfriend?

Cal: You… (Start fighting again)

I finally realize my true feeling towards Shun Ming and Cal. The one I love is Cal. He always loves me and protects me all along. Four years ago he thought that I fall in love with Shun Ming and he wants me to be happy so he left Singapore without a word and didn’t tell me knows his feeling towards me. The love between Shun Ming and I is just like brother and sister.

I walk towards to Cal and ask him whether he has found a girlfriend or not. He looks down and tell me no.

Angel: Do you have anyone you love?

Cal: Yes…

Angel: Who is the lucky girl?

Cal: She is a pretty and kindhearted girl.

Angel: How many years have you admire her?

Cal: It is almost 4 years.

Angel: Why you didn’t confess to her?

Cal: She already has someone she loves. I can only protect her secretly.

Angel: Coward!!!

Cal: What is that mean?

Angel: If you didn’t try to confess, how could you know she won’t accept you? Baka*!!! (Ran away)

Cal: Angel!!!

Rince: Idiot…

Cal: Rince?

Rince: four years ago, I had told her you love her but don’t dare to confess to her.

Cal: What!!!

Rince: You really don’t know what girls are thinking.

Cal: Especially you.

Rince: If you still didn’t chases her back I’m sure you will regret forever.

Cal: What!!!

Rince: Idiot, she ask you to try that means she will accept you. She likes you.

Cal: …

Rince: Do you know what I’m talking about?

Cal: Yes… (Still standing)

Rince: Then why are you still standing here?

Cal: I’m thinking where will she go if she sad and mad.

Rince: How could you know? You two stay at different places this few years.

Cal: Play ground!!!

Rince: What!!!

Cal run to the nearby play ground to look for Angel. He went one by one play ground but still couldn’t find Angel. When he wanted to gives up he think back what Angel had told him. He felt regret that he never dares to stand up and confess to Angel. If he had did it earlier Angel maybe will accept and won’t be mad and run away. Suddenly a people walk towards to Cal. Cal thought that is Rince so he asked her to go back.

Cal: Don’t say any more. I know I’m an idiot who let the one I love so much to another guy. I even don’t know what she is thinking about. During this few years, I have been thinking of her. When I received the news about Shun Ming left Angel and with Juliet, I got mad and without hesitated I ran back. I can’t forgive him and I almost kill him. I…

Angel: Excuse me…I want to know that have you finished your grandma stories. (Smile)

Cal: Angel!!! (Ran towards and hug her)

Angel: Cal, I can’t breathe. You hug me too tight.

Cal: I won’t let you go no matter what. I love you.

Angel: Too soft. I can’t hear you.

Cal: I say “I LOVE YOU, ANGEL!!!”

Angel: I love you too.

special gift part 6

Every morning, Rex will come to take Shi Err to school and when the school ends he will take Shi Err back too. Shi Err seems to be happy than before. If there’s someone happy sure got someone sad. After Kazuki knows the relationship between Rex and Shi Err, he looks so down every day. He looks like a withered vegetable but I didn’t feel sad for him. This is because of he is the one who hurt Shi Err first.

Seeing Shi Err and Rex so lovely dovely reminds me of Shun Ming. It’s almost 4 years I didn’t see him. I wonder he had awakened or not. This year I’m going to celebrate his 18^th birthday with him. I have taken 2 weeks leave from the school to go back Singapore. This trip to Singapore had become an unforgettable memory to me in the future.

When I reach Singapore I immediately rush to the hotel and check in then go to the hospital. I went to Shun Ming’s ward but nobody was there so I went to ask the nurse and the nurse told me that Shun Ming had awake and checks out 2 years ago. I feel so happy when I heard this news but at the same time I wonder why nobody contacts me and tell me about it.

I try to contact Shun Ming’s parent but they had changed the phone number. I have no choice so I got to go to Shun Ming’s house. I hope they didn’t move away. When I reach Shun Ming’s house, I saw a guy who looks a like Shun Ming’s. Unconsciously, I walk forward to that guy and stared at him.

Shun Ming: Ah…Miss, why are you staring at me?

Angel: Oh… I’m so sorry. (Look here and there)

Shun Ming: Are you looking for someone?

Angel: Yes…I’m looking for a guy name Han Shun Ming. I remember that he was staying somewhere around here. (Look here and there)

Shun Ming: Do I know you?

Angel: Pardon…

Shun Ming: I’m Han Shun Ming.

Angel: SHUN MING!!! (Step forward and hug him)

Shun Ming: Miss!!! (Push Angel away) I don’t know you and why are you hugging me?

Angel: You don’t know me?

At the moment Shun Ming says he don’t know me makes my heart split apart. The maid that works at Shun Ming’s house, Lillian told me that that Shun Ming had lost his memory when he woke up 2 years ago. Nobody told him about me. Now he has a girlfriend is Juliet An. That woman once falls in love and confessed to Shun Ming but he rejected her. I thought she had given up but it seems like no.

After a few minutes, Juliet came back and got shocked when she saw me. When I wanted to walk towards to her suddenly Shun Ming ran to hug Juliet. He tells a lot of things that happen to him today to her. The way he looks so cheerful than before. I want to tell him the truth but I can’t. If I told him the truth he will be very disappointed and sad. I wonder back then if I didn’t accept the confession from Shun Ming maybe now his girlfriend will be Juliet. So I decided to let this relationship just fade away. I smile to Juliet and wish them happy forever. I thought I will be very sad and cry out but I didn’t. I wonder why?

special gift part 5

After a few minutes, the kids felt hungry and went to the kitchen to find some food to eat. One of them switch on the gas but forgot to turn it off just went out and play. Some of the newspapers that were placed in the kitchen flew to the gas when the winds blew. And the terrifying fire was started. The whole kitchen started to burn and slowly, the fire spread to the dining room and living room. All the kids ran out from the house and called for help. Grandma came back after a few seconds when the fire brigade reached the house. At the same time, grandma notice that Shi Err was missing. She hurried to ask the others kids whether they saw Shi Err or not. The kids apologize immediately and told grandma that they were playing hide and seek when she was not there, and also Shi Err was locked in the third floor cupboard.

Grandma breathlessly tells the fire brigade that her granddaughter was locked in the third floor cupboard. The fire brigade rushed to the third floor to find Shi Err. When they found her, she was covered with blood. It seems like she scratched herself when she was locked in the cupboard. The police send her to the hospital immediately. Grandma accompanied Shi Err in the hospital for a few hours but Shi Err still didn’t wake up so she planned to go home for a while. After grandma went out from Shi Err’s ward for a few minutes, Shi Err screams out of a sudden. Grandma and the nurse ran into Shi Err’s ward panicky and the only things they saw were Shi Err scratching her hand and legs as she mumbled 'so dark, is so dark….'

The doctor in the hospital immediately sends Shi Err to the Mental Department. The doctor in mental department says that Shi Err had become like this maybe because of she had been locked up for such a long hour in a dark cupboard and nobody answer her when she called for help. That’s why she scared being alone and staying in a dark place. When she being alone in a dark places she will start thinking that the whole world left her alone and nobody wants her, and then she will start scratching and hurting herself.

From that day onwards, Shi Err always studies at night and sleep in the morning. The house’s light will switch on from night to morning. This few years, Shi Err have to take some medicine to control her emotion. Nobody knows that Shi Err has Mental Problem except aunt, me, and grandma. If she lets anybody knows her sickness that means she trust them. She not only trusts Rex but also trick him as her family member or should I say her future husband.

special gift part 4

The next day, Shi Err met some punks in front of the school gates. Those punks are from yesterday night. They are Rex’s enemies in H high school. They ask Shi Err to an alley. Suddenly those punks came to attack Shi Err. At first Shi Err defeated those punks but in the end she loses because they used ---- to make Shi Err faint. They took her to a store and lock her up. At that moment, Angel is finding Shi Err everywhere in the school. At the same time she met Rex. Rex asked Angel what had happen and Angel told him that Shi Err was missing. She can’t find her anywhere. When Rex heard that Shi Err was missing, he became crazy and run to every places that Shi Err could be. Both of them find everywhere but still can’t find Shi Err. When they were going to give out suddenly Kazuki came out and told them that somebody saw some punks took Shi Err away. Rex recalls back that there were some punks that he fought yesterday saw him and Shi Err dating. Without any hesitation, Rex ran to H High School and kicks those punks butt. Those punks forced told Rex that they lock up Shi Err in a store near their school. If they didn’t tell they will surely killed by Rex. Without thinking Rex ran to the store that those punks mention and followed by Angel and Kazuki.

Rex kicked the locked door and then he took away the cloth that tied at Shi Err’s eyes. When the cloth took off and the things that Rex see is Shi Err’s tears keep on flowing out none stop. It makes his heart feels so pain. He pulls Shi Err forwards and hugs her tightly and swears he won’t let anyone hurt her anymore.

Shi Err: I’m so scared. I thought I will never see you again. (Crying)

Rex: Didn’t I promise you before that I will never leave you alone forever. I will always be with you.

Angel: I will also never leave you alone too. (Joking)

Shi Err: … (Shy)

On that day, Angel knows why Shi Err ask her to not to get close to Rex is because of he is a troublemaker but the truth is Rex is her boyfriend and she scare if Angel get too close with Rex, she will know the relationship between them. Shi Err and Rex’s relationship started 2 years ago. Rex knows everything about Shi Err include Shi Err has mental problem.

Ever since the incident 11 years ago, Shi Err became very scared of dark. 11 years ago, Aunt Elise put Shi Err in grandma’s house and went to hospital and takes care of me. Shi Err was left at grandma’s house with others cousin. They sleep, play, and study together. One day, grandma went out to market to buy some stuff and left them all in the house. They feel boring and started playing hide and seek. The hide and seek, they play is not the normal hide and seek. They will lock one of the players in a cupboard and hide the keys then the others player must go and search for the key. Shi Err was locked in the cupboard for more than 3 hours and she stared to call for help but nobody answer. The others kids were all playing football outside and forgot about Shi Err were locked in the cupboard.

special gift part 3

When my third class lesson ends and the next period was a free period I plan to go find Shi Err. I ran to Shi Err’s class room and without knocking the door I open and shouted for Shi Err. Everybody was looking at me, included the teacher. I apologize immediately. The class teacher warn me knock the door before I open it and see properly before I shout for somebody. I keep apologize until the teacher walk away. I walk in the class and find Shi Err but I can’t find her. Her classmate told me that she had not in the class for whole day. She will only attend the afternoon classes only. While they are talking to me, I felt someone was staring at me. I look to the back and I found that is a guy staring at me but when I look to the way he is, he turn his eyes away. I walk towards to him and have a good look. I feel that I met him before but I can’t remember. When his classmate told me that his name is Sora then I know who he is. He is Samuel’s younger brother. Samuel is my England best friend’s boyfriend. I asked Sora whether he recognize me or not.

Angel: Sora, do you recognize me? We had met before in England.

Sora: I know who you are. You are my brother’s girlfriend. He brings you and his classmate back home in New Year Eve. Right?

Angel: Wrong, I’m not your brother’s girlfriend. Your brother girlfriend is my best friend Christine.

After chatting with Sora, Shi Err came back. I told her what had happen and she looks very surprise. She took me to the Judo Club to sign up. Before sign up we have to prove what we got to the judges, the president and the vice president of Judo Club. Suddenly, Shi Err has a stomach pain and without thinking she ran to the toilet first. But the girls’ toilet was in preparation. She had no choice and force to go to the guy’s toilet. After she done her BIG work in toilet and wanted to go out, she heard a girl voice in the toilet. She follows the voices and she saw there is a couple arguing inside an empty class. She turns away and when she wanted to walk away, she feels that she had seen that guy’s tattoo before. When she looks carefully who that guy is suddenly she punched the wall and the wall cracked. It was her ex-boyfriend Kazuki. They know each other in England when Shi Err joined the exchange students program. She walked away after she saw who that guy is Kazuki. Kazuki and that girl walk out from the class because they had heard some noises. Kazuki smiled when he saw the cracked wall. "I found you at last." Kazuki said as he saw a bracelet lying flatly on the floor.

When Shi Err was walking back to the club, she felt some one was following her. She turns to the back and it was Rex. Rex walks toward to Shi Err and grabs her hand then walk to an empty class room. Rex pulled Shi Err toward to him and hugs her tightly. Shi Err asked Rex what had happen because he never grabs her hand or hugs her at school. Rex laughs and says that Shi Err is his girlfriend why can’t he hugs her and grabs her hand. Shi Err smile and then kiss Rex’s cheek.

Shi Err: I’m so happy that my boyfriend had become romantic.

Rex: I’m always romantic but you didn’t feel it only.

Shi Err: ---- (speechless)

Rex: I had seen your cousin sister. The way she acts toward me when I’m injured is totally same like how you treat me when we first met.

Shi Err: Are you telling me that u interested in her. Then I will give you to her.

Rex: You won’t do that to me. You will be sad if I’m not with you.

Shi Err: I just saw him just now. (Suddenly become serious)

Rex: Him???

Shi Err: Kazuki….

Rex: You still love him?

Shi Err: No. The only one I love now is an idiot and unromantic guy beside me.

Rex: Want to go for dinner tonight?

Shi Err: Ermmm….

Rex: Is a date.

Shi Err: Ok.

special gift part 2

During the eleven years, I keep myself away from the swimming pool. When I got near to the swimming pool, I will remember things that happen back then. I keep on studying different things and language. This is all thanks to my aunt Elise. She keeps supporting me although I’m not her daughter. She never trick me like outsider. She kept her promise. She also changed my name to Angel because I look like an angel and have an angel’s hearts too. Ever since aunt took me back from hospital the only things I wish is to meet a boy. We met each other in the hospital. None of the kids in the hospital dare to near me because I look very scary. But there is a boy who doesn’t mind how I look. He walks towards to me and starts to talk and play with me. He told me about his family and friends so as I. He even gave me a necklace that given by his grandma said that it will protect me when I’m scare or hopeless. The day after that day he had gone. I never see him again. Although I know everything about him but the only things I don’t about him is his name. I wish I will meet him again.

Now I’m 16 years old. I have been study in England until I’m 15 years old. When I’m 16 years old, I transfer back to Japan high school near my aunt house with my aunt’s daughter Shi Err. Shi Err is younger than me 2 years old. That high school I’m going to study is full of punks, girls who crazy with boys and much more. This school is totally different with the school I studied in England.

Today is my first day to that high school. I woke up late but lucky I didn’t late to school. When I walk pass the school gates a lot of people staring at me. I wonder why. I look to my back then I know why they are staring at me. Actually they are not staring at me. They are staring at Shi Err because she looks so scary. Before I went out from house, my aunt praised me said that I’m the first person who could wake Shi Err up in the morning. I heard some people in school whispering say that it is the first time they see Shi Err comes to school in morning. I wonder why they said so. I turn to my back and ask Shi Err where the office is? When she looks up to tell me where the office is…suddenly everybody back off. She points to me the office direction with a scary face. She looks exactly like a ghost.

After I visited to the office, the clerk in the office took me to my class. When I opened the class room’s door a duster fell on my head. Everybody in the class start laughing although the teacher in class asks them to quite, the student just ignore it. Before the clerk walked away she wishes me good luck. She said that I need that word if I want to study in this class. After a few minutes, I know why the clerk wished me good luck cause from the moment I sat down the classmates start pulling my hair, take my stuff throw here and there and when teacher teaching they were talking. I can’t even hear the teacher voice. Suddenly I fell my heart was burning. I try to cool down but at last I scream to the whole class quite and because I’m mad I hit my desk and its split into half. Because of that the whole class becomes quite and the teacher can’t stop shivering. I felt very terrible so I apologize to the teacher and my classmates too. When the bell rang I straight away run out from the class. I met Shi Err on the way to the canteen. She screams and says “You are so cool. I’m proud to be your cousin sister.” She told me about that class student were all from rich family. They don’t care what people say about them and they won’t study at school but they still got the best result in school. Shi Err also warned me stay away from a guy name Rex. He is a troublemaker. He didn’t kick out by school because his father was our school chairman although his result is so so.

When I go back to class, before I open the door, I can hear the students in the class voice. But when I open the door, everybody become quite. A girl walks towards to me and introduces herself. Her name is Alice. She is the class monitor. She looks very pretty and elegant. She asks some personal question before the class start. After I answer all her question, her expression had changed. She walks towards to the board and wrote some words on the board.

The new girl info:

1) Name: Angel Lee.

2) Came back from England.

3) Don’t like people talking while teacher is teaching.

4) Master in judo, kendo, boxing, kung fu and more.

5) Won Judo national championship in 1990. ( 8 years old)

6) Last of all, she is the same spies with Rex!!!! Extremely dangerous!

The board Alice wrote on at that moment the only things in my mind is… nothing. Am I that dangerous? I remember Shi Err told me about that guy name Rex before. Is him that dangerous? While I was thinking, suddenly everybody in class back off to the end of the class. They look so weird. I turned my back and I saw a guy walking in the class. When he looks up, everybody in the class ran out from the class. His face was full of brushes and his mouth is bleeding. I walk forward to him and he stared at me. He looks so scary but can’t compare to Leo. Leo is my friend study in England. He looks very scary and he was strong but he not handsome at all compared to this guy. I gave that guy a tissue to wipe his blood and ask him better go before the teacher come in, If not he will in a big trouble. I walked out from the class after I gave that guy advice and he smile to me. His smile was so gentle and sweet. After I out from the class I got grabbed by the classmates. They said that I’m so brave and dare to talk with Rex. This is because he looks scary. Although he looks scary but I feel that he quite cute and charming when he smile. Suddenly everyone walk back and hide. I look to the front and I saw Rex walk out from the class room. He thanks me for giving him tissue when he passed by my side. He voice was so low and deep, make me can’t forget his voice. His voice reminds me of Shun Ming.

special gift part 1

Chapter 1

My life starts changing eleven years ago since I’m 5 years old. My mother was a very talented in swimming. She had won the first place in the swimming world championship when she was young. Her daughter Riya that’s me sure has her talent too. My mother always said that I’m the best swimmer that she ever met in her life. This is because of I know how to correct my own mistake without anyone telling me. I’m glad that my mom proud of me. She took me to a swimming competition and I won the first place.

That was the last time I took part in competition. That night after celebrating my victory, mom took me back home. I saw dad was drunk again, lying in the living room. Mom asked me to go in to the room and don’t come out no matter what happen. After a few minutes I heard some crashing sound. I ran out from my room and I saw mom’s forehead was bleeding. I ran to see how mom injury but mom pushed me away. She told me to run as far as I can. I refuse to go and I went to take plaster for mom. Suddenly, I heard mom screaming. I look to the way mom was and I saw dad was pulling mom’s hair and push mom’s head in to the swimming pool. I ran to help mom but dad push me away very hard to the wall. My head banged to the wall and start bleeding. Mom pulled dad’s leg and called me to run. At that moment I was very nervous, didn’t know what to do next but keep running non-stop.

That night was very dark. No sign of moon or light. I can’t even see the road in front of me. I slipped to the cliff luckily I grabbed a plant that grows at the cliff. I wanted to shout for help suddenly I heard my dad voice keep calling my name. I have a very unusual felling and I think back how he treat mom so keep quite at the cliff. My head was so pain, my tears keep flowing out when I think about mom and my eyes feel very heavy and seeing things very blur. At last can’t hold the plants anymore I slipped and let go of the plant. I think this time I will die but suddenly I felt someone was grabbing my hand. I can’t see his face clearly but I can hear the voice is belonging to a guy and I saw his hand had a mark of thunder then I faint. When the police and ambulance arrived, at the same time I woke up. Without thinking I ran back to home. I saw mom was floating on the swimming pool. At that moment I was so regret that I ran away from mom and that makes me can’t see her again forever. I keep crying non-stop besides the swimming pool suddenly I saw a shadow behind me. I look to the back and that was my dad trying to kill me. The Police ran to took him down in time. After crying so much, I fainted again.

When I woke up I was in the hospital. My aunts and uncles were standing beside my bed. They were arguing that who will be the one who take care of me. My head was so pain at that time. I keep thinking why they are so cruel. Before my mom dead, they keep saying good things to my mom and when my mom was busy they keep rushing to taking care of me no matter what. All they want is mother trust them and mother’s money. Suddenly I heard someone say that she will take care of me.

“I will take care of Riya so please keep your mouth shut. We are in hospital not hot market!” Said Riya’s forth aunt, Elise to her others aunt and uncle.

Elise: Riya, from now onwards you will come and stay with me. I will take care of you. I will trick you like my own daughter. =)

Riya: Thank you so much…. (Tears flowing out)

Power or Love (Part 8)

The next day, Eve and Renzo were surrounded by Cal and Train with curious eyes. They smiled very evil. That’s make Eve shivering from toes to head.

“Cal, I saw someone sneak out yesterday night but I’m not sure who that is. Do you know who that is?” Train said while looking very cunning towards Eve and Renzo.

“Sure, I know. I saw them very clear.” Cal replied Train with a very cunning smile.

“Them? You mean there were two people sneaked out last night? I thought just one people sneak out. Then who will they be?” Train asked Cal with a very surprise expression, looks like faking.

“They were a guy and a girl. Guess who they are?” Cal said with a very cunning smile again

“Don’t tell me they were aunt and uncle.” Train replied Cal with a stupid expression.

“Wrong…” said Cal

“Stop your stupid acting, Cal and Train. “ Eve’ mother said with a smiling face

“Good morning, aunt.” Cal and Train wished Eve’s mother very politely

“The people you are talking about are Eve and Renzo right? I saw them too.” Eve’s mother said with a very happy expression.

“Aunt, you are so clever. But why both of us didn’t saw you last night?” said Cal and Train

“About these both of you no need to know. I could not believe my daughter has grown up. So Renzo, when do you want to take my Eve as your wife?” Eve’s mother said with some tears coming out from her eyes.

“MOTHER!!! Renzo and I are just friends. He and I did not do anything last night.” Eve said it angrily.

“Dear, both of you did not do anything yesterday does not mean not today.” Eve’s mother strated joking

“Mother, that was not funny at all.” Eve looked fiercely to her mother

“Ok, let’s go to hiking. What a nice sunny day” Eve’s father suddenly came out and change the subject.

“Did anyone saw Karin today?” Eve asking everyone with a worried face

“She said she will go walk around her own and asked me to tell all of you no need to worry.” said Eve’s grandma

“Then we will go hiking by ourselves. Let’s start moving before the sun can bake us.” said eve’s father

Power or Love (Part 7)

“Yuume!” Rika shouted out loud while looking everywhere.

“Rika, I’m over here.” Yuume called Rika with a very weak voice.

“Are you alright, Yuume? You should not use your power to protected Renzo. Now your body becomes so weak and… oh my god why your hand so cold?” Rika suddenly become very nervous.

“Rika, my body felt so heavy and cold. Rika, I want to tell you that I’m not regret for using all of my power to saves Renzo. Maybe he will think I betrayed him but I don’t mind because this is the only way to protect his life. I’m sorry Rika. I have to leaves you alone from now on.” said Yuume

“Yuume, don’t said such things. You won’t leave me alone. Maidens soul will leave at the holy place where they stayed until the next maiden die.” said Rika “Maiden which does not chosen any sprits to take over their places before they die will never stays at the holy place. Rika do you think that I’m a looser? I lose the main maiden places to Soul and now I lose my life to saves Renzo. But I think I’m choosing a right choice. He was the one who save me when my power suddenly turns me into a child. I never ever think that he will fall for me twice. ”

“No, you are not a looser. I’m proud of you, Yuume. But why you didn’t tell Renzo that you are the Omiku that he falls for at first.” Rika said those words while her tears keep on flowing out from her eyes.

“Because she is an idiot.” said Soul while walking forward to Yuume.

“Soul-sama, why are you here?” Rika asked with a curious face.

“Yuume, do you really think I did not felt your hidden power protecting Renzo and added extra seal to make sure I could not break it?” said Soul to Yuume with a sad face.

“I know you will felt it. But I never thought of you coming here. Soul, thanks for didn’t destroy the necklace.” said Yuume

“You know this will happen but you still do it. I really could not believes that you are once a great sprit maiden that had a cruel heart. You very care about your status and power but you given up your main maiden place to me just because of a guy although you can defeat me easily.” Soul said with a very disappointed face and turned away.

“This was what human says love. If you give me a chance to choose again between power and love, I will still choose love. I never regretted. Rika, promise me never tell Renzo that I am Omiku…” said Yuume

After Yuume said those words to Rika and Soul, her body started fading. Seconds later her body disappeared in front of Rika’s eyes.

“YUUME!!!!”

Power or Love (Part 6)

That night, Renzo keep staring at the clock. Tick, tock, tick, tock, time passes. The name Eve said out when she half asleep has remind Renzo of someone. A girl that once he felt in love with but that was only one side love. That girl’s name was Omiku. He saved her from a thunder storm night. Omi fainted at the street. No one cares about here. Renzo felt Omi was pity so he bought her home. Omi did not speak or talk a lot. Every day she just smiles at Renzo. That time Renzo was not a great and powerful wizard yet. Renzo treat Omi like a princess although he did not know her well. Day by day passes, the feeling Renzo has to Omi has become deeper and deeper. One day Renzo has decided to confess his love to Omi. But at the same day he found out that Omi has left. She left without a word. Renzo used work to cover up his sad feeling and soon he found someone he loves again.

“Renzo, why do you look so sad?” said Eve

“I’m not sad at all. I’m just tired.” said Renzo “Let me bring you to a place that can bring away your tiredness.”

“Eve is already so late. Why not we go tomorrow?” said Renzo

“Trust me, that place will be fabulous when it comes to at night.” said Eve with a great smile on her face.

Eve and Renzo silently sneak out from the house. Eve bought Renzo to her favorite place, a big fountain that hidden in the jungle. At that moment, Renzo was sure this place was definitely the Holy Jungle. This fountain belongs to the Water spirit maiden, Yuume. She was the person that Renzo fall in love with after Omi left for 10 years. Renzo was very serious with this relationship but this relationship end up very bad. Renzo hate to believe it but Yuume betrayed him. He wanted to destroy the fountain but he changed his mind when he saw Eve. Eve looks so happy. She seems like an angel falling from the sky. That night sure is a wonderful night. Renzo enjoyed himself at the fountain too.

“Omikuya Yuume… is this fate?” Karin whispered with a very sorrowful voice while looking at the sky.

“Eve, let’s go back. If not you will got cold.” said Renzo “Ok.”

Farewell (II)

Dear Joe,

All I want is a guy that can love me. I can love him more than he loves me. Is that too much? You always tell me that you love me but I didn’t know from when or where your eyes started moving away from me. Whenever I looked into your eyes, I felt like I’m far away from you. It’s like I will never catch up to you. The day we met was a rainy day. The day you confessed to me was also a rainy day. Under the rainbow, I looked into your eyes. All I can see at that moment was our future. I told myself, you are the one that I’m searching for. But everything started to change. Now I can’t see anything through your eyes anymore.

Now I can really see through your eyes is Sam. Sam this, Sam that. Everything you talked to me was all about Sam. You do not care anything that happens to me. I felt that my neighbor cares me more than you care me. Are you even my boyfriend?

Last week, I got robed when I’m on the way back home. I was so scared. My whole body was shaking. I even cried out in the police station. I kept on calling you but no matter how many times I called, you will never answer my calls. You know how nervous and misery I am. At that moment, I really needed you by my side. But where are you?

In this country, you knew I do not have any family here. Do you remember what you promised my parents when you wanted me to stays with you? You said you will take care of me and never leaves me alone. Although you said so but you could not do what you promised. Staying by your side I felt very lonely and unsecure. Every night you left me alone in the apartment and hang out with your friends until midnight. When you have holidays, I thought that I finally have some times to spend with you but you choose to go back visit your family. Visiting your family was nothing wrong, but you refuse to take me with you. At first, I thought it was normal because you are not ready to introduce me to your parents, although we have living together for two years. What that really makes me sad was the one you bought back to visit your parents was Sam. At the time I knew this, I felt that my heart was bleeding. It was like a knife stabbed into my heart. So painful. I hate this feeling.

I don’t care anymore. Joe, I wanted to break up with you. At the time you received this letter, I had left this country. All I wanted to tell you from this letter was not only how I felt but also to advise you. Joe, you are very selfish. This personality will cause you to lose everything that important to you. From the beginning, you never love me. You confessed to me just because of your own dignity. You didn’t want to lose to Adam. You lost a lot of things to Adam so you wanted to take away me that was important to him. You didn’t want me to stay with my parents at Japan because Adam was there. You didn’t love me. You just use me to take revenge on Adam. Congrats you have won but you also lose the most important things to you, Sam.

I believe that Sam is the one you truly love until now. You gave up her just because of your stupid revenge. Even so you gave up her but you keep on destroying her life. You always think things that belong to you will always be yours. You didn’t want anyone to have her so you keep on ruin her date and step down her boyfriend. Everything you done must have made you felt happy. But have you ever think of how will Sam felt? You are the one who gave her hope but you are also the one who make her hope become a nightmare. Think about what I said to you properly. Change before is too late. Take the change that in front of you. Never ever take love as a revenge object. Good bye.

Fin

Farewell

Dear, Lee

Thanks for everything you did for me. When you received this letter I will be at a place that far away from here. I was very happy to have you with me these 3 months. The time we spent together was the most wonderful time I ever have. Before I met you I never know what love is to me. Love was just like a stranger to me. My parents had divorce when I was 3 years old. They never love me. All they care about is money until today. My mom hates me the most. She always regretted she gave birth on me. I was not in their plan. I was just a misfortune accident to them. My mom felt I dragged her away from her business. I never had parents’ loves from the day I was born. I thought I never get any love from anyone until I met Helena. She was my childhood friend and also my best friend. That’s what I thought until realize she was just using me. I’m just an object to her. Her parents thought if they make me happy then my parents will be happy and sign contract with them. But they never ever think that my parents don’t even love me. At the end, my parents didn’t sign any contract with them so Helena stayed herself away from me. It seemed like I have disease. At that moment, I tell myself never shows anyone my feeling again. Lonely will be my best friend.

Finally I’m in high school already. I was known as an ice queen. I was arrogant to everyone. But there were one person who didn’t think I’m an ice queen. Yoh. He confessed to me. He said he loved the way I am. He doesn’t mind he will be the one that loves me more than I love him. I thought I could really taste true love from him. Every day he goes to my house and cycle me to school and back from school. When it came to weekends he will date me for dinner or visit some heritage. The time I spent with him was fun and I started feeling some love from him. Wonderful time always passed very fast. After a month I’m going out with him, I felt that he started showing me cold back. Sometimes he will treat me extremely nice and gentle and sometimes he will ignored and left me alone. I really don’t know what he wants from me. One day I have found out the reason. Sometimes he treat me extremely nice and gentle because he felt sorry and sometimes he will ignored and left me alone because he didn’t see her, Sam. She was my partner in class. She always said that I’m her best friend and she betrayed me so as my boyfriend. Sam was just like Helena. She was just using me to get close to Yoh. Why am I always an object to everyone? I can felt a sword stabbed into my heart. I swear I never trust anyone any more from that day.

After I graduated from high school, I applied a university scholarship from Australia. I was lucky; I was chosen to go Australia for further studies. During the time I’m in Australia I make use of my experience, used by people to obtain their target. I became a wolf in sheep clothing. I used people to obtain my targets. I never believed anyone. I don’t want to be the one that used by people. I want to be the winner not loser. I lived in my own world.

I always asked myself why I let you walked in my world. Why you treated me like a gem? Why I can’t push you away. From the day we met, I know something going to change. You are so rich and clever. Why did you choose a new bird lawyer that without any experience to be your lawyer? Don’t tell me loves in first sight. I don’t believe that. During the time I work with you, I always made so many mistake and you still let me stay. Whenever I faced a big problem you will stand out and help me. I could felt some love from you but I scared you will same like Yoh. Then during our business trip in Paris you told me you fallen in love with me since the day I when interview in your office. At that moment, I was totally stunned. I don’t know whether I should believe you or not. So I asked you stay in Paris for three months with me. I want to know you love your work more like my parents or you love me more than your work. Then you proved to me that I’m more important than your work during the three month. I felt the loves you given to me. I was so happy but then I don’t want to lose. You are older than me for 30 years old. I don’t want to be the one who left behind by you when you pass away. Maybe you will think my thinking was stupid. How can I know you are the one who die before me? Maybe I will die before you. But I don’t want to take the risk. I will choose to leave you before is too late. I know you will think I’m selfish but I don’t mind. I scared to be left alone and betrayed. I rather believe myself and live alone. Good bye.

FIN